I WANT TO HELP YOU:
MY MAIN MESSAGE:
My main vehicle is writing but
my ultimate goal is for you to
KNOW YOUR OWN WORTH
“There’s a part of you screaming for change but we’ve been taught to fear change so we stay the same-for years, for decades-sameness. But things are changing on the planet-she who is waking inside you will no longer be ignored. You are scared but secretly like it. You know there is truth here in this unnamed feeling, this unnamed place within you, you didn’t know existed until now. You yearn to be heard just like she does. But you know there is a cost so you push it down again. You should be able to fix this, get it back to the way it was. At some point you learn she is a part of you and there is no going back. You’ve grown to like her-this new you. You may have gotten to know her a little, when you’re alone. And this is enough. She never has to see anyone else or even see the sunshine. You keep her hidden. But another step is taken. She is getting angry for staying hidden. She loves you and you love her but are afraid for her. She isn’t strong enough to be in the world. But You are not strong enough without her. In your metamorphosis you are raw and vulnerable and don’t know what tomorrow looks like, let alone a year from now. Your emotions swing hourly but can no longer be contained as they once were. You are owning the “unkempt” parts of yourself.
You are becoming different. The reasons you created your life a certain way no longer exist inside the person you are becoming. You’ve tried to deny it but it’s no use. The days of inauthenticity have ended and the reckoning is here for all of us.”
At some point in a woman’s life, we start to question the narrative. Is this all there is? Our deepest heart knows there’s more. And at some point, we begin our quest, the quest for truth-to know ourselves in our deepest heart. Over millennia we have been taught to fear what sits within us, to feel shame. It’s been there so long, we’ve forgotten the initial “crime” for such shame. And those that write the history books capitalize on that fear. But that fear can not extinguish the greatest power on our planet. That power is human longing. What do you truly want? The expression of that desire is your creativity, the life you create.
The desire in your heart is your mission. It is the light that keeps you going when others have turned back. You need to know that mission because it is the fuel to handle the rejection and the objection you will face along your path. Your job is to shake off the rust (or jackhammer it, depending…) and connect to that light within your heart. I’m here to remind you that you are a spark of creation and as that spark, you yearn to create.
For 16 years I’ve used writing as the primary tool to figure myself out. Writing found me when I was getting married for the second time before turning 30 and everything was going wrong. It got so crazy, I started writing it all down. I later realized I was causing the crazy. But the writing turned into a self-help how-to stay sane planning a second wedding. Shortly after that my mom died and I needed a lifeline traditional therapy wasn’t giving me. I cried more in my writers group than in bereavement counseling. The process stuck and has been my go-to ever since. Writing offers a connection to your heart and your head through your hands. There are portals of magic to access with the practice of writing. You can heal yourself and others sharing your memoir. You can co-create with Spirit and unleash your imagination if you choose to write fiction. I have done both and they each have their own form of transformational magic.
There is great power in your creations. Not only are they healing but they are natural confidence boosters. When you birth something that didn’t exist until you made it so, you experience your own innate power of creation and your world forever changes.
If you’ve signed up for the 5D ride,
you’ll be kicked off the 3D one.
C-Her-ch
My biggest aha moment:
For me, it was the discovery of the Feminine Face of God-The Divine Sophia. There is a gaping hole of the feminine in church teachings. And it’s of course on purpose. As the idea of a feminine face of God was never presented to me in the Catholic Church, I never knew it was missing. Only when I started researching ancient mysticism, Goddess culture and esoteric teachings, did I learn about Sophia and my world was changed forever. The Divine Sophia is different than Sophia, Goddess of Wisdom in mythology. Divine Sophia is an energetic being, the feminine partner of Christ Consciousness energy that permeates the cosmos. And she has taken many forms, Isis, Mary Magdalene, Kali, and our own Mother Earth. But the ultimate expression of Divine Sophia is simply the Divine Mother.
The idea of a feminine face of God rang to me as truth. Of course the idea of the only male god was a man made construct. Sophia and the Divine Feminine shattered my past beliefs and set me on a course for more. If this truth had been hidden what others were there?
So now, if I claim no other label, I call myself a truth seeker. I want to know why we’re here and where we’re headed. We are on this planet right now during the most unique moment in linear time. Three different cycles of time have ended: The 26,000 year Precession of the Equinox, the 13,000 year rule of Masculine Energy and the 5162 year Mayan Calendar. We are evolving as a species and for that to happen, most of what we’ve built on faulty foundations will fall.
We are headed toward heart centered living and humanity is stepping into a new earth.
My part is twofold. My first mission is to raise a strong compassionate son who will help uplift the world with his contributions. My second mission is to bring in the beauty of Sophia and the Divine Mother/Divine Feminine teachings to all who want to know them.
Do you know your piece of the puzzle? Do you want to discover it?
This is a journey of self discovery and self realization. You won’t find your answers outside yourself. Truth is an inside job.
BIO
Award winning author Stacey L. Tucker uses her sixteen years of field research in women’s history, spirituality, and energy work in her fantasy fiction series, The Equal Night Trilogy. The books help explain the changes we are seeing in our current world in an entertaining and relatable way. Tucker’s first book in the series, Ocean’s Fire, took Gold at the Living Now Book Awards. She has written for Ms. Career Girl, Working Mother, and Woman’s World and has developed a series of on-line courses about self-empowerment and connection to the magic within you.